I’ve had a very frustrating weekend. Besides a fun-filled day at the beach on Friday, I’ve had about ZERO motivation this weekend. Which really sucks considering that I had a 3 day weekend. The only things I got done this weekend were things I HAD to do, not necessarily things I wanted to do. I thought maybe I would spend today doing things I wanted, but since I was up super early and up super late yesterday, I ended up sleeping in way later than I had planned. I got a couple of chores done around the apartment, but that is where it stopped.
I thought about going to the grocery store, but I really didn’t want to get in the car.
Then I decided to do something creative, but nothing sounded like fun (or it required a trip to the store).
I did watch a movie, but that was only after spending probably 1/2 an hour trying to figure out what I wanted to watch.
I was hungry and didn’t want to eat anything I had here, but didn’t want to go get anything either. And if I did go get something, I didn’t know what I wanted. *side note – I did finally fix myself an easy dinner at home.
After dinner I thought about making cookies, but then realized that it would probably not go well with the mood I’m in.
Then I decided to write a blog post… ugh. I started writing a restaurant review, but then stumbled across a friends review of the same restaurant and realized that mine would never be as well written as his. Then I decided to do a Friday 5 post for this week, but realized that for most of the topics I had written down I hadn’t gotten to 5 things yet.
So do you see why today has been frustrating? And now all I can think about it how I only have a few hours left of my day and then it will be Monday and back to work. I’ve wasted my whole day. WTF?! I had a whole day to do whatever I wanted and couldn’t figure out a darn thing.
I know that many of you are probably wondering WTF I have to be complaining about. How you could list all the positive things about my life, my situation, AND my weekend. But ya know, sometimes things are just frustrating. Sometimes you just get in a mood and nothing seems to be going right. Sometimes you want to throw things at the wall. Sometimes you just feel sorry for yourself. And today was one of those days. I’m not asking for sympathy or for people to point out all the good things in my life (believe me, despite my current mood/post I do know I have plenty of good things). I’m not asking for anything. I’m just pointing out that I still have “those days.” That sometimes I just have an off day (or weekend). Sometimes, its just not easy being me.